It has reached the point whereby it’s so painful to even look at you. I nvr fail to talk to you when problem arises , but now when the issue is so huge , words just get choke at my throat .
Whatever you may say, I’m lustful or horny but all I got to say is that sex is a spice in relationship .
Relationship is 99% trust , commitment, communication…blablabla
And only 1% sex , it’s not about the physical;personal need , it’s the need in a relationship.
We have reached the stage whereby it’s so stagnant like we are married for 30over years . We don’t date like how normal couple do it, we don’t explore the Singapore like how cutesy couple does .
And if pinching u w/o strength is painful then what is a slap on your face ? Can’t we be just fun and playful , fooling around like kids .
Being together w someone is not just having the person presence , and the moments u enjoy w the person. What moments have we shared ? Sleeping ? Bathing ? Tv-ing?
I truly see the need to approach the problem but I need my spinach.

Classic 

                                                One never stop loving someone 
                                                they just learn to live without them.

If I hadn’t cheat on you, I wouldn’t be nicer to you than normally I would to my partner .
I love you a lot, but I can’t help having infactuation on someone else .
I would have ditch you because of your little tolerance for annoyance and no sense of humor , but I can’t .
Because I feel bad that I’ve cheated on you and I will try to not bring pain to you anymore .
Yea, I like someone else but I can’t bear to part with you either . I’m just use to your presence everyday at home, on bed , for dinner .
Everytime someone asked me out, I will seek your opinion befr giving them a solid reply .
You’re great, it’s just me.
My taste for better choices and perfection; brought me to my own pain and miserable state .
Yea, it’s just love for someone else , it’s not the end of the world . Why am I making it sound like one ?
The feeling is just tearing me apart .
Is just like my feelings for ly-Ann and Jane and many more that I used to love/like so much.
Why is yen so perfect, that I couldn’t stop thinking about her .
But I know deep down, you’re already all that I ask for . Someone that understands me, someone that cares and will do things to make me happy.
You may not be the most romantic person on earth , or the most Fun to be with girlfriend, or even reasonable at times.
But I love you and am very happy to be able to see you every single day for nearly 366 days .
Please make me stop thinking about yen . I want to stop being an unfaithful person. It’s immoral and very wrong .
You don’t deserve to have such an unfaithful girl, you don’t deserve to be hurt.
Why am I doing this to you?
Why can’t I wake up and accept what I’m told; that it’s not possible between me and yen.
Fuck you regine, for never failing to find trouble to a totally nice cool relationship. Snap outta it. You’re nvr gna get what you Want.
In life , nobody will always get what they want. Just live with the best you can get. Stop seeking perfection and maybe you will find happiness. Once and for all.

using a keyboard to type my post :P
recently, things wasn’t so smooth for me. family problems and blablabla. but my dearest has been sweet to me. being especially sweet :) friends has been caring and willing to listen. ESPECIALLY YOU ELSIE CHONG. life is not that pointless afterall.

I wish to be by your side,
I wish you can confide to me, I wish I can help you.

Sometimes i wish, i can just stay in track.
Not stray whenever there’s a new Target.

All the time i wish im not so invisible to you.
So i can help you with your marking, planning of your birthday.

Let’s just wish that i will get to know you better when time goes by,
have more chances of seeing you and get to converse with you.

Im still thinking whether to join back kayaking,
i can quit smoking and be more compaitible to you.

i can run marathon with you, watch you dance and u watch me kayak.
Let me learn driving asap, so i can fetch you to your studios and performance.

Step by step,
join back anot ?

31573:

They are there to be obnoxious with you…

…And to listen to your stupid stories.

They know how to cheer you up…

…And how to bring you down.

They know when you like someone…

…Or when you need to rebuild your self esteem.

Sometimes, they can be annoying…

Or just simply embarrassing…

But they will be always there for you, forever.

i think this is what all friends shld do (:

Today missed sch, couldnt wake up.
cause my darling siesie called and chatted til 1 plus.
baby has been staying over from like tues til today ( fri ).
she came to my sch and find me ytd, ate with my friends and we went town to watch Takers and play jubeat.
went to eat at her ex-workplace (gyoza place). then realised left my file at cine arcade.

Today, elsie gerry reb and jiachyi celebrated my bdae, which is like way over.
wanted to eat at raffles place sushi teh but the waiting time is 1 hr ++.
so went to cine and ate shokudo , great meal. 2 pizzas 1 fish and chip and 3 pastas.
then chilled at spins .

Befr that, baby pei-ed me to see doc cause have been coughing for weeks.
55, counsultation + medication.
then went to baby’s work place and fell asleep for 45 mins after having my med .

i <3 my baby alot .
im sorry that i treated her badly today when at my hse and on train.
SO pms :((

ravishlife:

fallentonight:

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baby bombom slept for so long !!!
baby so poor thing, she’s like so sick ..
baby still as adorable as ever .. :P
LOVE my baby so damn fucking much !!!!!!